I grew up an Evangelical Kid in a missionary family. I was miserable. Self harming. Mis-aligned in my existence and in therapy by my 8th birthday. In this sense I was steeped in pain, raised to survive my internal darkness by coping any way I could. 

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As an adult, I've worked for presidents and with senior foreign policy officials. I've closed multi-million dollar deals for green-tech startups. And I walked away from this all because I was again mis-aligned, successful on paper but unable to maintain a romantic relationship and motivated by fear-of-failure more than any positive vision or emotion. 

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I walked away from the Christian God by college, spending a decade partying and philandering to distract from the pain of my seperation from self, love and compassion. But I later rediscovered the EVERYTHING-THAT-IS-ALL. Source. God. The force of unconditional love that sits at the center of all life and cannot be constrained by religion or doctrine or humans' limiting beliefs.

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In time, I found teachers and mentors that helped take control of my life. I learned how to re-code myself, how to turn pain and anxiety into strength, clarity and freedom. I spent years studying purpose -- getting clear on who I am and why I'm on this earth -- and then working relentlessly to align everythign in me with the fullness of myself and my purpose.

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The result? Me!

 

A deeply imperfect man committed to serving my family, my community, this world and God by helping people like you come home to Yourself. 

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On this journey I have invested six years and untol dollars learning how every person's Emotional Operating System works. Our Emotional Operating Systems is affected by our psychological, physical, and spiritual realities, the seemingly disparrate parts of every person that are formed as a reaction to and reflection of our collective life experiences.

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By deep, focused work -- studying under mentors and in programs like Mindlight that have prepared me to help any person ReCode their Operating System; by sitting in ceremony with powerful plant medicine teachers such as Ayahuasca, Iboga and Psilocybin; by learning the magic of meditation and the power and wisdom of subtle earth teachers such as Tobacco, Oak and Rushing Water -- I have learned how to connect both myself and others to the fullness of life through what I call the Four Paths of One. 

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Walking the Four Paths is the journey to wholeness and to self. Its the journey to connect with All Life, and in doing to so embody all that it can mean to be a living person in a living world. 

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Ready to start the journey?